justrun-.

bloody friday

:( i'm so tired. been sleeping noticibly less than normal. and it all just hits you in the mornings when you get up. lasts the whole damn day.

nice to have someone stand up for you for a change. thanks gor. but gor doesn't come here so forget it. hah. feeling used and worthless eats me up...

training was . different. spikes. dammit why can't i run fast. or swim or bike fast for that matter. i'm getting very pissed off at myself. i'm getting really terribly bloody frickin SICK OF TRAINING. -pulls out hair. it's not doing me any good. i don't know what's wrong. and i'm just deproving/ stagnating. i'm sick of feeling inferior and intimidated by others. it's bloody depressing.

i love russian rev. cos there was the bloody sunday. it's like a vulgar phrase. bloody sunday. but here in my life, every day is a bloody day. hah. bloody monday, tuesday, weds, thurs, fri, sat and sun. hurhurhur.

omgah i'm so. ARGH.

oh yeah. sportsfest. richard got 2nd overall. i'm actually happy. just that i feel like i didn't contribute much to this win. heh. not like last yr's bdiv champs. that was pure joy. the times i stayed up till 3am doing stuff.

aiight i'm tired. nites.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [23:02]

and took [20060407] strides

it's the passion that drives you